Let's see...
I haven't published in quite some time, and yet I have 9 page views this week. How very vexing.

So how is everyone, out there in the wide, wide world? Are your lives the way you want them? Is happiness just another teardrop away? Do you see the light at the end of the tunnel?
I'm going to take a wild guess here and say... Probably not. If you were such happy little humans, i somehow doubt you would be reading my rantings and ravings, and pick up a more productive hobby.

Yes, it's me, and i'm back with a new found pessimism, ready to take a whack at whatever topic comes my way. As my comeback speech, i'm going to talk in circles about "answers" eventually getting nowhere, and possibly leaving you with more questions than you came with. Feel free to stop reading whenever you like.

To me, answers are my life. I spend every second of every day looking for them, chasing them, and only rarely finding them. I waste everything I am on these insignificant (to some) questions, and somehow, I always end up worse off. Looking for answers can be dangerous, unhealthy, and might even lead to some... unsavory consequences. (*slides finger across throat*) But the biggest effect, is that it makes you different. I'll leave it up to you to interpret that as a good or bad thing. I'm sure some of you out there know what I mean. When you have an answer, you somehow know you can't just tell someone. answers are more individual than people. Much more. And to taint that would be to destroy their beauty, and their worth.

So, how was that? Confused?  Well, sorry if you are. (not really though.)
Maybe you'll find your answer some day.

“Every human has four endowments- self awareness, conscience, independent will and creative imagination. These give us the ultimate human freedom... The power to choose, to respond, to change.”

Stephen R. Covey quotes