Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Happy Birthday To Me...

Yeah, It's my birthday today. What're you gonna do? The earth has orbited the sun another time in my existance. Woo.
Now that that's over with, what will I talk about.
Ah, yes.
Have you ever had the feeling of hoping something would happen so much, even though you know it would never actualy happen? Ever hung on, listening for a single noise, a word, hearing things that are simply delusions created by such an extreme, hopless, want.
Yeah, that's it. I'm too tired to type much more today. I haven't been able to think strait in months, and it's finaly catching up to me.

“I wanted to write about the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth from you. When your whole life breaks down. That's the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about.”

Chuck Palahniuk

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The Return Of the Apathetic

     Well, now that all of my non subscribed readers are gone (probably) I return! I return with an altogether "new" pessimistic point of view.
     SO! My post today is about "masks." People hiding behind facades of fake emotions, hiding their problems, running away from potential happiness, wrapping themselves in their soft little cocoon of misery. Of course, I'm not exactly the best person to be talking about, me being the third most messed up on the list of "people who hide themselves" of the people I know, but someone has to do it, and it seems that I'm better than nothing. (according to the same 3...)
     To start:
People instinctively want to feel safe. It's animal instinct. Our nature. A turtle hides in its shell, a hedgehog curls into a ball, a frog secretes poison. It's all just defensive. Reflexive.
     We humans have no hard shells, we have no spines, we have no poisons. All we have is our minds. The very same place that is the problems origin. We build up walls harder than steel, lash out with words sharper than swords, and watch as our opinions and reactions corrodes everyone around us.
     If you haven't noticed by now, this is a compilation of allot of the things I've posted so far. Think about it. Think about why we hide. Think about who is really in the wrong.

"You can chain me, you can torture me, you can even destroy this body, but you will never imprison my mind."
Mahatma Gandhi

"Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people."
Elanor Roosevelt